My notebook got drowned because mom forgot to hook off the washing machine hose - so funny it is coincidentally somehow the same with my horoscope which I read after. Good thing I was able to save most of my drawings though, at least, I think…
I never get to actually work on my plans because I always do house chores lately – with devotion. I want to help mom out or at least, lessen her activities at home which is somehow good but I wonder if she really appreciates it at times.
I mean, there are still more times that she sees what I’m not doing rather than what I am really doing. Not that I want to complain. But often I just shrug all her complains off. It’s like I suddenly lost the will to complain because I got tired knowing I’d never win. I look at it as an opportunity to learn how to be responsible in a way…besides, I don’t want to go to work – for now. But often I feel so lonely because both of them (mom and Christian) are always tired, telling stories about work, not minding my issues…never mind.
I don’t want to be sad! So, I’ll just move on with this anyway. How’s my drawing right here?:) It’s one of my favorites.
I remember that last family reunion. Everyone seemed to have fun except me, and because me not being cooperative I bet Christian didn’t enjoy either…I never forget it. I somehow made him feel and look bad in front of them actually I guess. The thing is, I kind of really lingered to the words he said that he didn’t expect me to be like that – I felt, he couldn’t accept me.
On the bright side, even if I had the worst day then I still went out when evening came had some drinks over the cousins’ pool. It’s funny, I was actually anticipating a real SWIMMING POOL with all the fancy stuffs, pool heat pump and all but it was just a kiddie pool and apparently it was meant for the kids!
I must have enjoyed it better if there was a real swimming pool. It’s something we really need right now in this kind of weather here in our country.