Taking music at a more advanced level

I envy my officemate, he’s in a band and is really good in guitar. It was my dream to be in a band although this guitar-chick side of my has totally begone when I stepped into 3rd year high school. I guess I wanted to be the one serenaded rather than me serenading! It’s the guy’s job after all.


He’s so advanced he’s into buying music equipments such as the scratch live. I don’t really know what it’s for but I’m pretty sure it’s for making music even more interesting. I wonder if I could ever pursue my dream and love for music, maybe, maybe not.