Hello 2016! It’s been 11 days since you started, and yet, here I am still unorganized with messy thoughts in my head. I really don’t know what to say, nor what to do at most times.
I make myself busy with house chores though, although I know in the eyes of my mother I never will be able to satisfy her whatever I do at home. It’s always like that. Someone will always be better and I will never be someone she believes in.
I’ve been having thoughts of dread and uselessness lately, but I know somehow, I’ll be able to go through it. And I hope you’ll be there by my side.