Running out of hope.

I want to be honest with you guys.

First of all, I am very very very confused right now. Because I don’t think we’ll be able to get our recent backups. I have some backups but they were from way back December, and only of Oh Rainbow Clients (not yayfocute and candyhost)

I am running out hope because our main host keeps on telling they can’t contact the server provider. I guess they were really scammed, now us too. I am deeply sorry.

Because of this, I am thinking of not pursuing hosting anymore since Oh Rainbow Hosting’s name has already been damaged. But a part of me wants to keep hosting you guys, and other people.

You might think I don’t care anymore because I haven’t been active anymore in here, but the truth is I care and I am very hurt because I feel like I’ve been fooled, I’ve been waiting for nothing just, nothing.

Everything was going well not until No Limits Host became a burden. Now with the next host I was with. Guess I have some kind of bad luck? LOL. No i am not kidding. I am not simply okay at the moment.

Tomorrow, I wonder if we’ll get backups. Probably not, as usual. I’ll be waiting and waiting. I don’t know what’s worth waiting anymore 🙁

What hurts me more are those who keeps saying ‘something’ and complaining (especially those who are being hosted for free) because they probably DO NOT SEE how painful things are becoming for me.

Well, God bless to us T_T